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WHAT HAPPENED

I want to explain why VØIDZÆR ended.

This is my side of the story.

I am not pretending that I can speak for everyone involved. I can only explain what I experienced, what I remember, and what I have records of.

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WHEN MUSIC BECAME PART OF THE PROBLEM

Huib was also involved in the music side of my life.

From my perspective, this created a situation where the person involved in my home life was also connected to something incredibly important to me professionally.

That made separating personal problems from music almost impossible.

What should have been about making music became surrounded by arguments, uncertainty, agreements, releases and questions about control.

Eventually, I stopped feeling like VØIDZÆR was fully in my own hands.

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NO MORE

I don't want Huib involved in my life anymore.

Not in my music.

Not in VØIDZÆR.

Not in my future.

Not as someone involved in my creative decisions.

From my perspective, too much trust has been destroyed.

I don't want revenge.

I don't want to expose private information.

I just want distance.

I want to be able to build my life and my creativity without feeling like someone else has control over it.

This website documents my personal experience and perspective. It is not intended to publish private or confidential information about other people.